Nobody knows anything you have been through. Even if you try and explain it they tell you they know how you feel when they don’t. I cut and I cry every night. I cry at anything that reminds me of it. I’ve been hurt so much I trust only one person. And I don’t even tell her everything. I hurt myself. I think.horrible things. And I lay in bed all day not caring. I party and I have fun. Its the only freedom I have. It makes me happy. It calms me. I’m a mess and a wreck. Nobody understands this. I just want my somebody. I’m tired of waiting. I’m tired of this. I’m tired of hurting. But I move through it and put on my fake smile. Even though inside I’m fallen apart and forever broken.
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